a bum's life

is it friday already? been wearing the same pair of sweat pants for one whole week. been doing the same things everyday. get out of bed, watch some tv, eat breakfast, go online. when i get tired of that, i'll go back to bed, get up in time to cook dinner, watch tv, then go online again. before i know it, it's time for bed again. i'm so bored out of my mind i could scream!

living a bum's life ain't easy. i've arranged and rearranged my closet countless times, i swear my clothes are color-coded and organized according to the wet and dry season! i have an endless to-do list that i keep adding to, yet the house still looks the same, and there seems to be no improvement in my life.

i've noticed i've increased my dosage of smokes too. i tried to quit before, said to myself i'll quit at age 30. seems i don't have enough will power yet. so now you know my age. well, i'm still the same as when i was 20. still the same old me. still the procastinator, the late-comer, the happy-go-lucky type. go ahead, say it. i'm reprehensible.

don't get me wrong, i do apply for jobs. online that is. i do get scheduled for interviews, especially for the call center agent positions. even when i didn't apply for it! well, i'm not going back to being an agent, not if i can help it. you see, i have this idea of having this perfect job, you know. one that is close to my house, not that stressful, and is interesting enough to sustain my enthusiasm. oh, and it won't be so bad to have a boss that would keep me motivated and harness my potential too. is there such a job out there for me, or for anyone for that matter? maybe one of these days i'll get it. one of these days...