i googled my blog today and it didn't come up in the first 4 pages. maybe i should change my title to make it more searchable. i'm sort of a rookie in this world of blogging, html and all the other techy stuff. i don't have the patience to study how a site works and all that. jay can't get why i don't have the natural curiosity about stuff. i don't know. i think i easily get bored (or lazy) with things in general, especially now that i'm older. i'm also kind of egotistical in a way that i always think everything's quite easy to learn if i give it my full attention.
the reason why i didn't have any entries the last few days, was because i was sick. i had a fever and a bad cold. to top it off, jay and i had a huge fight sunday night. didn't mention it on monday because i was trying to forget it ever happened. it's one of those petty quarrels that seem so trivial when you look back on it. we've learned from it, now our relationship is stronger. i hope.
the reason why i didn't have any entries the last few days, was because i was sick. i had a fever and a bad cold. to top it off, jay and i had a huge fight sunday night. didn't mention it on monday because i was trying to forget it ever happened. it's one of those petty quarrels that seem so trivial when you look back on it. we've learned from it, now our relationship is stronger. i hope.
oh yeah, it's the weekend again! i will definitely have time to catch up with my family in QC, as i'm going there tonight. i still feel that i've got 2 homes. i know i have my own now, though still incomplete. a part of me feels like it's still living with the people i've grown up with. i've missed the kids (don't they look cute in their superhero costumes?) , though i realize that i've overcome being too attached to them in a way. i want to have my own life now, my own sense of being, so that they'll have a more enriching experience when they're with me.well, 'til monday then.
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